To my dearest followers,
My broadband isn’t working!! D: I was able to blog tonight because my mom’s office has a connection. And I had to tell you this because you might think this account is not active anymore. (Sigh) I’ll make it up to you guys, hope your still following me!
xoxo, Kayeos
Here I am, once again, sympathized by the sky that continued to cry for the deceased. The words target me like that of a sniper, shot by every trigger made.
Here I am, once again, dying. Cursing every person who preferred being a glaceal as receiver of curses. masochists that win over friends than otherwise.
Here I am, once again, resisting the urge to scream, locked up in a four-walled room, letting every part of me flow with the music that seemed to be my only friend.
Here I am, for the first time, caught in act while doing the thing I love most. Being recorded without having known.
Here I am, for the first time, feeling the actual freedom with every routine I make. It has felt this way everytime I do so.
Here I am, for the first time, startled for being approved by the best of the bests, the best among the rest, without even auditioning.
Here I am, for the first time, with the people who told me i couldn’t do it, that I wouldn’t make it.
And there they are, once again, being the masochists that are not used to be proven wrong.
They could tell me how sorry they were amid our practice. After all, the body says what words cannot.
Advance Preview of the Next Episode
And because I couldn’t wait for next week, I had an advance preview of the third episode myself. Hihi.
The third episode depicts the most brokenhearted members yet. I do hope this is the first and last I get to see them like this, it’s breaking my heart even more. Not because of their lovely faces, but the void they’re feeling after losing such a great friend. I was smitten, it left me crying the whole time while watching. Moreover, this has happened to me as well, and I suffered a long time trying to accept that she’s gone. Guess that’s the reason why it had so much impact on me. Going back, I really don’t like Ji Hyuk as the lead man now. To be honest, he doesn’t have that bad-ass feel like when Byeong Hee’s around. Byeong Hee carries his aura too, I know. Hihihi. <3
So I’ll try watching the next episode now. I might stay up late watching this epic drama series. Hihi. :>

BYEONG HEE </3
Okay, so on the second episode, he already dies. I really hate how early he has to die. Can’t it at least be on the 5th? Or maybe… NEVER? Heeee! I kind of lost interest tuning in, also, everything’s happening too fast, plus, I really don’t like his right hand to take the lead! Rrrr! I’m really frustrated why he has to die that soon. I wish Ji Hyuk and he would have switched characters so I can still see him. This is so heartbreaking!
But I’ll try watching it anyway (even if I’m liking neither of the lead men, nor the lead girl).
Byeong Hee, saranghae! ^^
Hihi, the music video made me cry. :))
” because that guy couldn’t even tell her his true feelings, couldn’t tell others that he wanted to be with her, and so he lost her. She loved him but she can’t always wait for him to tell her if he loves her. It appears he had a lot of time to tell her too. Plus he made it seem that she was the only one in love. ” —Comment from Youtube
I agree! He had a lot of time to admit his feelings!
I miss my room in Tarlac where I get to paint anything I want on the walls. Ate Dee’s keyboard that I’d always play every single day. Heehee. Just a random feeling. :)
SHUT UP FLOWER BOY BAND! (Korean Series)
I told myself I wouldn’t dare watch it because ito looks gay. But to my boredom, I suddenly found myself watching the show and actually being so interested in it. And here’s me liking the lead man, as always! I like the vocalist, he’s got that bad-ass look and attitude (well, they all have the same attitude, but I like his the best!), but it is kind of disappointing how sometimes he’s got a bad angle that makes him look gay. :( Anyway, after having watched the first episode, I can already tell how the story would go:
Young Hee (I think?) likes this girl but has a boyfriend but ends up dating him anyway. You know, those stories? Lol! Who cares, I’m still going to tune in next week! :))
This was the “Rie Hata” and the ”Dee” ate Ina was talking about?? THEY.ARE.AMAZING. They got control of their moves, their dougie’s not the actual “dougie” everybody is referring to, and the dynamics… Do they know how hard it is to master the dynamics in dancing?!! They’re definitely an inspiration!
hurricane-poptart asked: Thanks so much for following me Ate Kaye! I idolize your blogging and dancing. Take care! :)
Thank you! I like your blog too, so much! Seriously! Hihihi. Take care as well! :)
A friend of mine suddenly messaged me these pictures, saying I’m pretty and all. Hihihi. Shooo. Oh stop it you! :)) But it was flattering to be honest. Thanks Kim! You’ve been making me feel pretty whereever and whenever. :’)